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Lost

everything dissapears
but your still here
your thoughts like mine
clouding up my mind
the room starts spinning
everythings a blur
but i can feel your heart beating
so i try to move slow
room comes to a halt
but your gone
no where to be found
do you hear me
but its silence
only silence
i breath it in
choking on what you never botherd to say
so now im screaming
yelling everything that comes to mind
then everything goes dark
save me cause ive been slipping
on the edge
find me

OMG

this is how i feel

Letter number one

dear you,
i dont want to give in
i will never forget what you did
ruined everything that took so long
to build something so strong
broke everything i stood on
i began falling somewhere
in a place i didnt wanna be
somewhere without you
i feel trapped hit a place
where i feel like the only solution
is the old you
so come back please cause ive been waiting
i guess you can't seee that
your memory lives on
so heres letter number one
something you'll never get to read

Sometimes i wonder

sometimes i wonder what goes through your mind
when you kiss me
does it feel the same ?
or did something change
sometimes i wonder if you regret
what you did as much as i wish you did
but i would never know
because yu wouldnt say
sometimes i wonder
what i did to make you love me so much
what i could of done to love you back
the way you wanted me to
the way i couldnt
what is there to do ?
sometimes a wonder a lot of things
wish someone would just let me know

waiting...

your memory lasts forever
even if i try to erase it
im suddenly always thinking
how long it will take you to say it
just tell me that you're sorry
and say it was all your fault
maybe its the only way
to accept the fact that you're gone
do you think of our conversations
when your staring at your ceiling
spacing out past the world
do you feel that rush of feelings
does it hit you so quickly
or do you try to supress it
i just want you to see it
so i can try and forget this
im waiting for an apology
i know will never come
and believing that you'll say it
keeps me from moving on
so currently im sitting here
writing this stupid poem
cause its the only way to fight
the emotions taking over

save me,

i've been falling
forever it seems
with no end
i took a turn
found myself somewhere
hurt and alone
seeking what i need the most
ive been falling forever
waiting for something
that i know will never arrive
but what can i do
i need someone
i need you to
save me

^_^

im sorry im not the person yu thought i was .