100th post =D

im feelinq alriqhtt -- blastinq cudi zone and finally acceptinq the fact that i am

still sinqlee .. lolz and ima keep up the no kissinq unless ima qo out w. the person

or if i can just fiqht the temptation buhhh its been workinq for a month so , so far so qood

ima just stick to doinq qood in school and training for track =D which is about to start...

buh i quess im not qonna be writinq mch cause w. out boys or stress theres not mch

to really write about so ...

adios suckers ... for now <3

The color red

it hurts but i smile
because maybe then you'll smile to
maybe then you wouldn't do what you do
you wouldn't watch yourself slowly breaking down
slowly fading away
a temporary high
it doesn't leave you here
it doesnt take away the pain
its only a reminder
constantly telling you to continue
tellinq you the fight isnt over yet

Protect and serve

You feel it curl up inside you

Holds on tight bursting through the

Wall of protection they have built around you

Trying to save you from the tears

That you’ve begun to drown through

Trying to make it safe

So they all start lying to you

Telling you how the worlds okay

While some parent’s son or daughter right now is getting blown away

Shattered hearts shattered bodies all that come home

So once they leave you have to realize that they’re already gone

They won’t come back smiling saying “daddy look what I got”

Killed a bunch of motherfuckers and all I got is a cut

Couple bruises couple headaches that will never leave

Couple dreams couple nightmares I can hear their screams

I can see the light leaving from Eddie’s eyes

And the way the soldiers prayed asking god why

Couldn’t the war just end so we could go on home

And even with the thousand soldiers you always feel alone

Always thinking how could someone live after this?

They’re head must be so fucked up they would of rather wished

To been shot by a couple of those bad guys to drown on that night

There were those couple bad tides but instead we all lie asleep

With a serious mask on cause underneath deep inside everything else is weak