Conclusion

she reaches out to touch you but at lost words you push away
and yu walked away and we went our separate ways in many ways
you left it clear you didn't want it any other way don't understand
why you couldnt have said this on any other day ?
because when I thouqht it all came crashing down
it fell harder and yu wouldn't believe
how those deep wounds hurt me
and things would never play out
the way they were supposed to be

What He Thouqht About

he smiles and dies inside
&- he cries at niqht
buh then he lies
in his bed he lies
and dreams about reality
and underneath the clouds of foq
he stares deeply into clarity
&- he pays no mind
to the money and the fame
to the intentions of the qame
power hunqry lovers
hopes that they would chanqe
but dreams are only wishes
and wishes dnt come true
and nothinq that he`ll do
lets him forqet yu

Starry Skies

Maybe the heart sings a song
A heartfelt song
A piece of art that comes from inside
A love or passion or dream
That we wish to once aspire
Our mind has a song for us
One that it has planned
One that we desire
For us to play out
We will
We will be what we are meant to be
Play the song we are meant to play
And sing the words we are meant to say
It all comes from inside
The song that we have
A light that we shed
And we set ourselves free
Like the starry skies
Of the distant abyss
Of the glimpse of light
Of the darkness
We chase what we want
We look for our stars
We look for happiness
Where ever that may be
Like the starry skies
We are free

The Beautiful Letdown

She hopes to dream about him
Chooses to believe in him
That he’ll miss her when she’s gone
Come back and apologize
Waiting for him to realize
How he’s been wrong
But he chooses to doubt himself
He’s has to suppress
What he wants inside
Losing all of consciousness
About what he’s left behind
She lives to see his face again
To see what he would say
Maybe then he will know
He’d made a big mistake
His love was never real
If this is how he’s supposed to feel 
And this is where the pain begins

The Beginning to my End

Life gives us choices
Sometimes ones harder then others
Sometimes ones that are no brainers
Maybe the choices aren’t good enough for us
Or maybe they’re too big for us to do alone
While we believe the world is not fair
We are not fair to ourselves
We do not admit what we have done
We do not see our mistakes, typos and errors
We believe we are the best
But in the end things come down to one choice
It may not be our best choice
Maybe not the safest
Possibly the stupidest thing we’ve ever had to do
but when everything is said and done
Maybe it’s what life had planned for us all along
Maybe it’s our cherry to the cake
Maybe it’s the period to the end.

The Sounds Goodbye`s Make

I lay down
And breathe
Nothings happening
Nothings changed
I wrap the sheets around me
Wrapped in insecurities
And lies and laughs
And kisses we never had
In moments that won’t be shared
In the dream I had
I let it all out
And pretend to myself
That somehow you cared
The screams you’ll never hear
The tears you won’t wipe away
I smile
The world is a big place
With different places to go
And millions of people to see
Maybe easiest way for it to happen
Is if I leave
I’ll come back sometime
Come to see if you’ve become
The person you wanted to be