openUP

they`ve always been a different face
with a different name
all qot the same qame
reach for the same qoal
& try to qet far
buh i pray for love and they pray for
they pray for wah ?
they try to take advantaqe of what they qot
no lonqer patient to hasty
they all movinq to quick
for me .
and they pass me by
and i take it
cause i wont break it
my promise
seems farther
while we qet closer
while we are kissinq
touchinq my promise is no lonqer
importent buh im controllinq my life
and thats why
im not openinq up .

chaseUSforever

i want them to chaseUSforever
i want my face on every wanted poster
i want them to find me
because if they find me
i`ll find yu too .

p.s new bloq

Second Best

it seems not even reachinq the stars
puts a smile on yur face
and even wen i try so hard
it doesnt chanqe my place
im still second best
when will i be first
ill be with yu till the end
buh yu say i always fall behind
even wen all odds are aqainst me
i pull throuqh
for yu i do wah i have to
and still im pushed to the side

The Badly kept house

Rainy days
chanqe to sunny mornings
buh overniqht
won`t chanqee the puddle coverd streets
and after it leaves water stays behind
secret reminder of who`s been around
and as the dark clouded evninq comes alonq
it pounds on the streets on the leaky roof
of the badly kept house

What i`m Missinq

i wouldn`t want to envy you
buh i do
because from where im lookinq
happiness radiates from yu
there qoes another smile another kiss
and the looks yu quys qive each other
i know they qive yu butterflies
and even if i was wronq
and it was all a show i promisee yu
yu put it on like nothinq ever before
and wen he lies to you tears fall
and on their way down he catches them all
and he makes sure it dnt happen aqain
and he doesnt pretend like he loves you
i can see that he wants you and best believe
one day he`ll ask for yur hand and im pretty sure
thats your beqinninq to a love story with no endinq

to Carla De Los Santos [:

HappybirthdaytoME

feels qood beinq 15 !


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semi poem thinq

im pretty sure half the thinqs yu sayy yu never mean
and im pretty sure the thinqs yu sayy aint really wah they seem

Do You See Me ?

Sometimes I wonder about when you`ll ever
see me
because you don`t see me
yu look at me and dnt understand wahs underneath
please believe me that theres way more beneath me
deep inside me in the depths of my soul
where my heart beats and i breath
you don`t see the part of me that loves
the part that wants someone
understand me because somewhere inside
where no one bothers to look
a younq qirl cries waitinq for someone to take her into their arms
and tell her they love her

I Look Away

give me a second
im trying to ignore you
I thought it was clear
by the looks I gave you

Sweet Talkers

words flow so smoothly from your mouth
like rehearsed sonqs like planned speeches
and you entangle me in your lullibies
as yu pull me in closer i hold my breath
yu whisper in my ear somethinq sweet like candy
and it warms me up inside and i forqet the reason
i was mad to beqin with
your kisses burn every ounce of reqret
your smile washs away the anqer and the pain
and your eyes lie about a story you want to tell me
the one where you pretend to love me
the one that i used to believe
and now i look away in disqust
and just so yu know
feelinqs come & qo
and because of the shit you do
like the feelinqs i used to have
im qone

5.31

tears burn riqht through the soaked sleeves
and wen i close my eyes
your face is all i see