chaseUSforever 2

i want them to chaseUSforever

we`ll be reckless

run forever aqainst the world

only me and you

because as lonq as were toqether

it`d never matter ware we were

TheEND

yu dont wanna have sex with me ? then why yu keep textinq me - Black Eyed Peas

our beginning started with secret meetinqs
i thouqht it couldnt qet any better then this
i would never let myself lose someone i loved because of pride
buh wah i dnt love idnt miss
and do not expect me to come bakq
and ask for yur forqivness
i won't ask reasons why
or ask pushing questions
its obvious what you want
and like you told me
i respect ya wishes
& just like beginninqs theres endings
and it qoes a little somethinq like this

Mascarade

amazinq beyond belief but what they say is a lie
perfect , yes thats how they want it to seem
buh believinq is a lie
they fake smiles they fake faces
flyinq to far away places to qet themselves
far away from reality
from what awaits them

short poems

Stupid thoughts of love corrupt my mind.
And strange things like feelings
Seem to take over my heart – Karen *


they all look at me with fake smiles
posing for those pictures that aren’t being taken
as if we was in a movie I didn’t know was playing – Karen *

Thoughts

And the words spoken unconsciously
Tell the future of a young voice
The beginning the middle the end
And even though it is not fully realized
The words that don’t come out are the ones
She wishes to feel but can’t
Because her real feelings aren’t fully aware
Of her surroundings each waiting for the right moment to let themselves out
I could never write something I didn’t feel
I could never fake something that wasn’t real

howQUICKitwas

And as quick as it came, it went
And how easily she loved, it left
And even though she wants him back
She knows she’ll regret
Ever doing it to begin with

imTryinq

we could be our favorite L o v e story
buh i cant make any promises
cause at heart im still a qirl
that aint ready for compromises
im not ready to settle down
for another year or two
im not the type of qirl
who would still be here wit yu
at the end of the day
im still me & theres nothinq i can chanqe
so i probably couldnt be
the type of qirl yu wanna see
not like them other biddieess
them type of qurls yu try to tame
i miqht not be the qirl that would love yu
eternily & im sorry for that buh i`m tryinq
i tend to blame them for it all
blaminq em for wen i was cryinq
i sed it was all their fault
buh i know inside im lyinq
i lie to myself to make it better
so now i would never let a
quy control my actions or emotions
buh slowly im breakinq down that wall
trust me , im tryinq

honestly [:

Honesty .. yu want me to be honest . welll .... HONESTLY
I dnt qive a fck about quys feelinqs .
becausee i do the same thinq they do, ima hoe
buhh wen they do it , please qive them a round of applause .
ladies and qentelmen .
i HONESTLY dnt qive a fck if yu dnt like me
because i dnt think that L o v e is somethinq i need in my life
not yet .
so i`d rather enjoy myself not qettinq emotionally attatched
to stupid mother fckers . of course since i dnt , ima hoe
buh if i did . they`d wanna let me qo because i like them too much
i HONESTLY dnt qive two fckinq shits if i make yu cry
why ? because some people need to learn to MAN THE FCK UP
buh since i dnt qive a fck about yur feelinqs, ima bitch
now . ima bitch and ima hoe why ?
because i dnt need somethinq pathetic with a dck and half a brain
in my life . SORRY , wronq person

hmmm .

the world aint half as bad as they paint it to be - OneRepublic *

i stay up restless
and i wake up in pain
i dream of darkness
and i want yu in vein

i never wanted to lose yu
forever i wanted you to stay
buh thats not the way
it happened
i was hopinq
yu would never let me qo
that yu`d never dissapoint me
buh i make up silly excuses to
be closer to yu
i make up random claims
hopinq that it`ll make yu
believe in me
you see beyond me
buh i only see you
and i wish i could say it outloud
buh these words will speak louder
then i ever would
buh if i could i`d tell yu exactly how i feel
my heart just doesnt let me

dnt let me qo - the fray *

yourHEART

yu hand out yur heart like free lemonaide on a hot day
and they all take it and wen they drink it and walk away
yu want em to stay buh they leave anyways
and then yu cry for them to come bakq
to ask for more buh they never doo .
you put yurself out there
and then yu qo to far
and now yur drowninq in tears
just waitinq for that one person to come back
thats wah yu qet for wearinq yur heart on yur
sleeve .

theONE

& wen i meet him
ill make sure to
Love him Forever

theTRUTH

Please, lie to me

tell me you love me

even though

i know

its not true

Lie to me

kiss me

the way you kissed her

like you loved her

just don`t tell me

please don`t admit it

please lie to me

cause the truth is to hard

for me to handle