hmmm .

the world aint half as bad as they paint it to be - OneRepublic *

i stay up restless
and i wake up in pain
i dream of darkness
and i want yu in vein

i never wanted to lose yu
forever i wanted you to stay
buh thats not the way
it happened
i was hopinq
yu would never let me qo
that yu`d never dissapoint me
buh i make up silly excuses to
be closer to yu
i make up random claims
hopinq that it`ll make yu
believe in me
you see beyond me
buh i only see you
and i wish i could say it outloud
buh these words will speak louder
then i ever would
buh if i could i`d tell yu exactly how i feel
my heart just doesnt let me

dnt let me qo - the fray *