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This is it

this picture reminded me of Daniel 

feels like a Sunday morning 

slowly the end is creeping in 

lights fading from the room

giving me this goodbye feeling 

lately my worlds been spinning 

for how long i've been waiting

here on my messy bed i've been sitting 

i've been replaying everything

stop rewind pause play

yeah...

this is it

haha so true

ONE YEAR

April 20th I completed one year of having this blog. Thanks to all the readers (:

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thats so cool ... her name is Lights

what we're so afraid of

we fear love
because love means being vulnerable
being vulnerable shows weakness
and weakness is pain
and in pain we are hopeless
drown in sorrows
in helpless hopeless tears
of things that will never end
we fight it the idea of feelings
and accepting
because accepting the fear
the pain accepting the troubles
accepting love means that
we are doing something that is beyond our control
it'll drive us all crazy
accepting all this
but with love we also need to learn to let go
because those who sit in the past
will stay there as the world moves on
changing while they are forever the same

the fear

"No I'm not the man i used to be lately see you met me at an interesting time and if my past is any sign of your future you should be warned before I let you inside" John Mayer

words can only say so much
actions are what we are waiting for
its the little things you do
that pull me through
and all the big things that i adore
love a word we tend to shy away from
means so much but said so quick
feels used and jaded
somehow the meaning of the word
became so unappreciated
id rather break your heart a thousand times
before i ever saw mine shatter and fall
maybe its the fear of getting hurt
that makes it better to feel nothing at all

im so happy

its how so far it only took one time
how one kiss had me hypnotized
how just thinking about it
gives me butterflies
how it doesnt bother me
when your with me
how your smile
drives me absolutely crazy
how theres no one like you
how stupid I sound when I say things like this
but I don't care cause its a new feeling
and I don't wanna think about endings
i dont want to think about leaving
i want to think about now
and us and forever can wait
so i dont stress it
dont mind it
its just there
for this moment
ill just dream about the present

quote: the old me

is it so bad to disagree with who I used to be

Strange

I could save you the story
I could omit both the heartbreaks
I could skip to the part where
somewhere I lost it
I built up my wall
never let any one in
but some how you came along
and took everything
never before had it felt like this
one kiss and that was it
feels like a rush
everything is calm
but moving so quick
my body feels strange
not used to the feeling
is it weird I already know
that I need you

Feelings

i dont want to get hurt
but i can feel it
this strange feeling
somehow i care
i wanna make it work
don't want to do anything
to mess up what i've started
I wanna prove you wrong
I can do this i know it
because finally after
three years somewhere inside
i caught feelings