the fear

"No I'm not the man i used to be lately see you met me at an interesting time and if my past is any sign of your future you should be warned before I let you inside" John Mayer

words can only say so much
actions are what we are waiting for
its the little things you do
that pull me through
and all the big things that i adore
love a word we tend to shy away from
means so much but said so quick
feels used and jaded
somehow the meaning of the word
became so unappreciated
id rather break your heart a thousand times
before i ever saw mine shatter and fall
maybe its the fear of getting hurt
that makes it better to feel nothing at all