Aug 2, 2010
Jul 17, 2010
Jul 13, 2010
Lost
everything dissapears
but your still here
your thoughts like mine
clouding up my mind
the room starts spinning
everythings a blur
but i can feel your heart beating
so i try to move slow
room comes to a halt
but your gone
no where to be found
do you hear me
but its silence
only silence
i breath it in
choking on what you never botherd to say
so now im screaming
yelling everything that comes to mind
then everything goes dark
save me cause ive been slipping
on the edge
find me
but your still here
your thoughts like mine
clouding up my mind
the room starts spinning
everythings a blur
but i can feel your heart beating
so i try to move slow
room comes to a halt
but your gone
no where to be found
do you hear me
but its silence
only silence
i breath it in
choking on what you never botherd to say
so now im screaming
yelling everything that comes to mind
then everything goes dark
save me cause ive been slipping
on the edge
find me
Jul 12, 2010
Letter number one
dear you,
i dont want to give in
i will never forget what you did
ruined everything that took so long
to build something so strong
broke everything i stood on
i began falling somewhere
in a place i didnt wanna be
somewhere without you
i feel trapped hit a place
where i feel like the only solution
is the old you
so come back please cause ive been waiting
i guess you can't seee that
your memory lives on
so heres letter number one
something you'll never get to read
i dont want to give in
i will never forget what you did
ruined everything that took so long
to build something so strong
broke everything i stood on
i began falling somewhere
in a place i didnt wanna be
somewhere without you
i feel trapped hit a place
where i feel like the only solution
is the old you
so come back please cause ive been waiting
i guess you can't seee that
your memory lives on
so heres letter number one
something you'll never get to read
Sometimes i wonder
sometimes i wonder what goes through your mind
when you kiss me
does it feel the same ?
or did something change
sometimes i wonder if you regret
what you did as much as i wish you did
but i would never know
because yu wouldnt say
sometimes i wonder
what i did to make you love me so much
what i could of done to love you back
the way you wanted me to
the way i couldnt
what is there to do ?
sometimes a wonder a lot of things
wish someone would just let me know
when you kiss me
does it feel the same ?
or did something change
sometimes i wonder if you regret
what you did as much as i wish you did
but i would never know
because yu wouldnt say
sometimes i wonder
what i did to make you love me so much
what i could of done to love you back
the way you wanted me to
the way i couldnt
what is there to do ?
sometimes a wonder a lot of things
wish someone would just let me know
waiting...
your memory lasts forever
even if i try to erase it
im suddenly always thinking
how long it will take you to say it
just tell me that you're sorry
and say it was all your fault
maybe its the only way
to accept the fact that you're gone
do you think of our conversations
when your staring at your ceiling
spacing out past the world
do you feel that rush of feelings
does it hit you so quickly
or do you try to supress it
i just want you to see it
so i can try and forget this
im waiting for an apology
i know will never come
and believing that you'll say it
keeps me from moving on
so currently im sitting here
writing this stupid poem
cause its the only way to fight
the emotions taking over
even if i try to erase it
im suddenly always thinking
how long it will take you to say it
just tell me that you're sorry
and say it was all your fault
maybe its the only way
to accept the fact that you're gone
do you think of our conversations
when your staring at your ceiling
spacing out past the world
do you feel that rush of feelings
does it hit you so quickly
or do you try to supress it
i just want you to see it
so i can try and forget this
im waiting for an apology
i know will never come
and believing that you'll say it
keeps me from moving on
so currently im sitting here
writing this stupid poem
cause its the only way to fight
the emotions taking over
save me,
i've been falling
forever it seems
with no end
i took a turn
found myself somewhere
hurt and alone
seeking what i need the most
ive been falling forever
waiting for something
that i know will never arrive
but what can i do
i need someone
i need you to
save me
forever it seems
with no end
i took a turn
found myself somewhere
hurt and alone
seeking what i need the most
ive been falling forever
waiting for something
that i know will never arrive
but what can i do
i need someone
i need you to
save me
Jun 28, 2010
Jun 26, 2010
I could say
Yu could think that
From a distance everything was fine
But look closely at all the
Tears where mistakes were made
Where fights took place
Everything seemed fine
Everything on the inside
Fried by stress
I could say that
By the current attitude
Running through me
That I don't care about you
But that would be a lie
And as much as I'm trying to cover it
Every little smile killed me inside
Your happy while Im miserable
Things like this don't end well
I knew that
Expectations were held to high
For you
I was thinking about this for
So long so why is it that
I'm the one falling apart
Forget all this love stuff
I'm done
From a distance everything was fine
But look closely at all the
Tears where mistakes were made
Where fights took place
Everything seemed fine
Everything on the inside
Fried by stress
I could say that
By the current attitude
Running through me
That I don't care about you
But that would be a lie
And as much as I'm trying to cover it
Every little smile killed me inside
Your happy while Im miserable
Things like this don't end well
I knew that
Expectations were held to high
For you
I was thinking about this for
So long so why is it that
I'm the one falling apart
Forget all this love stuff
I'm done
Jun 10, 2010
Jun 9, 2010
Real
your about as real as i need you to be
I'm moving on
the world keeps spinning
I won't keep waiting
forevers gone
Jun 7, 2010
You
Jun 3, 2010
dear readers,
I usually say what im feeling in a poem but lately i can't for the past few weeks I don't feel a need tro write, I don't have anything to say. Everything out in the open or hiding somewhere but regardless I can't make any of my poems work. so, if your reading sorry (:
Jun 2, 2010
May 24, 2010
May 20, 2010
Knock Knock who's there ?
the world seems to be at its end
the search for something
we don't believe in
expecting the worst
hope for the best
do you understand the situation i'm in?
what do I believe?
who cares?
god please god are you out there?
but theres no answer
knock knock no ones there
sit alone lifes gone
20 years wasted
so light the blunt in ya hand
can you hear me?
do you understand
no one listens anymore
silence fills the air
am I more then this
no this is who i've become
silent, quiet, screaming
hiding behind my books
behind my words
behind pencils and sketch pads
behind what I can't have
money money money
girls boys girls
what else is there
in this lonely messed up world
the search for something
we don't believe in
expecting the worst
hope for the best
do you understand the situation i'm in?
what do I believe?
who cares?
god please god are you out there?
but theres no answer
knock knock no ones there
sit alone lifes gone
20 years wasted
so light the blunt in ya hand
can you hear me?
do you understand
no one listens anymore
silence fills the air
am I more then this
no this is who i've become
silent, quiet, screaming
hiding behind my books
behind my words
behind pencils and sketch pads
behind what I can't have
money money money
girls boys girls
what else is there
in this lonely messed up world
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