Real

your about as real as i need you to be

I'm moving on

the world keeps spinning 

I won't keep waiting 

forevers gone

No longer

im tired of you telling me how much you'll miss me
but never take the time to see me
im here i've been here for a while
and yet at every given chance
i still stay behind with out you
so don't tell me you feel a certain way
i know how things change

I don't Miss you

I was someone else for so long

i didn't know how to be myself

so i left everything behind

my old friends my old life

the old me the one I pretended to be

and now nothing bothers me

i don't miss you

I don't miss us

because i dont care anymore

i gave everyone a piece

of my life of my soul

but they all sucked it dry

they left me with hopes that

were never reached

i put it in all the work

to get nothing in return

no, i dont miss you at all

The color red

it hurts but i smile
because maybe then you'll smile to
maybe then you wouldn't do what you do
you wouldn't watch yourself slowly breaking down
slowly fading away
a temporary high
it doesn't leave you here
it doesnt take away the pain
its only a reminder
constantly telling you to continue
tellinq you the fight isnt over yet

yourHEART

yu hand out yur heart like free lemonaide on a hot day
and they all take it and wen they drink it and walk away
yu want em to stay buh they leave anyways
and then yu cry for them to come bakq
to ask for more buh they never doo .
you put yurself out there
and then yu qo to far
and now yur drowninq in tears
just waitinq for that one person to come back
thats wah yu qet for wearinq yur heart on yur
sleeve .

Do You See Me ?

Sometimes I wonder about when you`ll ever
see me
because you don`t see me
yu look at me and dnt understand wahs underneath
please believe me that theres way more beneath me
deep inside me in the depths of my soul
where my heart beats and i breath
you don`t see the part of me that loves
the part that wants someone
understand me because somewhere inside
where no one bothers to look
a younq qirl cries waitinq for someone to take her into their arms
and tell her they love her