Stolen

kisses stolen so sweetly by lips misguided
making there way towards me
i melt in words you didnt bother to say
my body tingles at touches so slight
you're voice trickles so closely to my face
i disappear in your warm embrace
you trapped me with your sweet looks
your bright smile take me away
and never bring me back
lock me there in your heart
never to be replaced

Glimpse

while some are chapters
others are merely sentences
only a glimpse into the life
you missed
you were a mistake
so many i knew i shouldn't have made
but who could tell me i was wrong
when everything felt right
no one could split me apart
from what i had created
a fairy tale story
in a catastrophic world
where things
we're not supposed to end this way

Where I was

your arms find their way around retraints
i tried to keep myself in a place
where i was safe away from you
but then your arms pull me in
and i look at you
and find myself somewhere I didn't want to be
curled up beside you your body like warm sheets
you protect me from the outside from everyone else
but yourself
i found myself here on the floor on this bed
and there you were arms pulling me in
lips so close i could hear your breathing
my heart beating, racing
and then i realized
i couldnt do this to myself
i was setting this up to be something else
something that it wasn't

Goodnight Love

how do you escape a memory
make it past the time
where i was yours
and you were mine
summer nights
palm trees
fireflies
sweet dreams
goodnight love
until morning

Flashbacks

I was holding onto bits and pieces of the past
its hard to forget buh how long will this last
these little flashbacks i have they don't
leave me alone they dont let me let go


" Y de repente saliste tu en mi mente "

Censored

it came out of thin air
like magic
don't know what it was that brouqht back the memory
i can hear the engine revving
i can see your face
it was like finding a photograph
the ones that you hide under piles of paper and mess
you hide it in the past and pray for the best
hoping it never comes back
it was a picture i wanted to forget
you were smiling at me
sticking your tounge out jokingly
back then it had seemed so sweet
so sincere it seemed real just seeing what i wanted
but once again i had censored the truth
leaving myself to believe in fantasy

imDONE

i'm not giving up
i`m letting it go
i thought we were starting over
i thought it was going to get better
but it only got worse
this time you wasn't hesitant to repeat
what you had previously done
don't give me excuses
cause it doesn't matter
why want something
that you can't give me

no, they never stay. they leave before they ever gave me a chance - qo away .

doesnt take much for me to realize
that what i have isn't what i want
that what i want i wont find

Real

yes you mattered
you were the most importent
because you were real
i thought being with you was
beyond physical
it wasn't like every other guy
the ones i kissed without knowing
you were my friend
and i cared
and so i thought you cared to
but that wasnt the case
it wasn't love
not even close
but you were the closest thing to anything
and the day you ended the dream i was in
it broke away any belief
of someone different
because you were exactly like
every other thoughtless guy
that i have met
you werent real at all

Last Night

Last night yu cut off
every connection we ever had with your cold tone
as if i no longer mattered
as i once upon a long time ago
you hadnt looked at me and cared
no, not last niqht
last niqht
wahtever i thought was still there
left the day you did

when you care about someone theres always room for chanqe *


the END of pennsylvania poems

TheEND

yu dont wanna have sex with me ? then why yu keep textinq me - Black Eyed Peas

our beginning started with secret meetinqs
i thouqht it couldnt qet any better then this
i would never let myself lose someone i loved because of pride
buh wah i dnt love idnt miss
and do not expect me to come bakq
and ask for yur forqivness
i won't ask reasons why
or ask pushing questions
its obvious what you want
and like you told me
i respect ya wishes
& just like beginninqs theres endings
and it qoes a little somethinq like this

short poems

Stupid thoughts of love corrupt my mind.
And strange things like feelings
Seem to take over my heart – Karen *


they all look at me with fake smiles
posing for those pictures that aren’t being taken
as if we was in a movie I didn’t know was playing – Karen *

howQUICKitwas

And as quick as it came, it went
And how easily she loved, it left
And even though she wants him back
She knows she’ll regret
Ever doing it to begin with

imTryinq

we could be our favorite L o v e story
buh i cant make any promises
cause at heart im still a qirl
that aint ready for compromises
im not ready to settle down
for another year or two
im not the type of qirl
who would still be here wit yu
at the end of the day
im still me & theres nothinq i can chanqe
so i probably couldnt be
the type of qirl yu wanna see
not like them other biddieess
them type of qurls yu try to tame
i miqht not be the qirl that would love yu
eternily & im sorry for that buh i`m tryinq
i tend to blame them for it all
blaminq em for wen i was cryinq
i sed it was all their fault
buh i know inside im lyinq
i lie to myself to make it better
so now i would never let a
quy control my actions or emotions
buh slowly im breakinq down that wall
trust me , im tryinq

openUP

they`ve always been a different face
with a different name
all qot the same qame
reach for the same qoal
& try to qet far
buh i pray for love and they pray for
they pray for wah ?
they try to take advantaqe of what they qot
no lonqer patient to hasty
they all movinq to quick
for me .
and they pass me by
and i take it
cause i wont break it
my promise
seems farther
while we qet closer
while we are kissinq
touchinq my promise is no lonqer
importent buh im controllinq my life
and thats why
im not openinq up .