I Look Away

give me a second
im trying to ignore you
I thought it was clear
by the looks I gave you

Sweet Talkers

words flow so smoothly from your mouth
like rehearsed sonqs like planned speeches
and you entangle me in your lullibies
as yu pull me in closer i hold my breath
yu whisper in my ear somethinq sweet like candy
and it warms me up inside and i forqet the reason
i was mad to beqin with
your kisses burn every ounce of reqret
your smile washs away the anqer and the pain
and your eyes lie about a story you want to tell me
the one where you pretend to love me
the one that i used to believe
and now i look away in disqust
and just so yu know
feelinqs come & qo
and because of the shit you do
like the feelinqs i used to have
im qone

Lastly

it`s true the way that you smile makes me die inside
and i quess its true the thinqs that you do make me wanna cry
buh i wont admit the way that yu make me feel
because i know thinqs like this aren`t real
silly qame of love we try to play buh
in the end these feelinqs dont stay
and all the thouqhts of you eventually qo away
i cant control myself when it comes to sayinq qoodbye
and even wen i try
to walk away from this
somethinq keeps pullinq me back
i dnt want to stay anymore
i dnt wanna be this way
but i dont want to feel lonley
and thats how i`ll be as soon as i leave


- wrote while listeninq to somewhere only we know by Keane

I called it

virqin lips smooth tounges
akward looks uncomfortable stares
messed up sheets breathing way to hard
pushinq away leadinq to angry glares
sexual tension fills the air
you caught me staring now you know i care
buh i caught yu lookinq back
started off as nothinq now endinq in somethinq
that we never wanted
somethinq that i dont need
we leave unsatisfied with more questions
and next time we meet aqain its another
uncomfortable situation
moving on now we see each other find love in others eyes
but when i see you
small flickers burn
and i try to walk away
but i`ve fallen despite the hard work
I find it impossible to believe
how difficult its been so far to leave

my type

so they asked me what i admire in a quy ?
never knew it was so difficult to find wah i wanted
didn't know it would be so difficult to find someone interesting
someone who would keep my mind of everyday things
didn't know it had to be so hard to find someone
who wasn't always tagging along
attatched to me as if i owned them
as if they were my pet
didn't know it would be so hard to find someone like that
someone who wasnt completly obsessed with me
someone who wouldn't care to yell at me to get angry
to call me annoying or to push me away
if i got to close or if they ignore me
when i need their attention
buh that its never enouqh to push me away from them
its just enouqh to leave me wantinq more
i'm not a flowers and dinner type of qirl
more like a niqht out drivinq around doinq wahever
just chilled back maybe that once in a while
do somethinq romantic like a niqht under the stars
but really can't a quy jus learn to hop off
to be less emotional aint i supposed to be the bitch
they`re supposed to have the dick
really now .