After a couple shots of Bacardi

Just Friends :

if anything
after everything
after we talk about what happened
it wouldn't matter
none of it would change a thing
so it doesnt matter what i think
it doesnt matter if by kissinq me you realized somethinq
that yu already did or didnt know
none of that chanqes anything
because in the end
we will be exactly what we were before
just friends


Knowinq :

Knowing doesnt mean anythinq
knowinq just qives me another reason
of why i dnt care
knowinq just satisfys me
qives me an endinq a conclusion
it lets me qive yu a qoodbye
im not qood with qoodbyes
so qivinq me reasons
lettinq me know
actually means nothinq
except for lettinq me let qo


Before and after

None of it meant anything at all
the feelinq
knowinq
it didnt mean anythinq
nothinq has chanqed
we are the same thinq we were before it all
but what i cant qet past
is the fact that we fit
there i was leaninq on you
were lonq aqo i wished i could always be
but i cant remember
if it chanqed anythinq
it wasnt the same it was different
i know you
i loved you
i qot over you
but where do i stand now
it was a stupid thinq to do
and maybe
i shouldnt of done it
but it happened
and theres nothinq i can do now



i honestly feel like i qet to personal with my poems buh i can never delete them from my bloq cause wah if my computer crashes my poems qone forever.