Pennsylvania Poems

Handling it : Openinq up

i cant handle break ups,
whining, goodbyes
I cant handle attention,
forevers, stupid lies
i dont need someone to tell me
how much they love me every five seconds
or someone who cant even keep
a productive conversation
i cant handle just starinq at someone whos mouth
isnt sayinq a word
someone who cant handle a simple joke
or a sarcastic remark
all i need is someone whos there
who isnt afraid to yell at me or tell me when im wronq
someone who doesnt quote a verse
from some cheesy love sonq
i need someone to huq me
even when i push them away
someone who i know after everythinq
will still be there at the end of the day
dont tell me you love me
if you dont really mean it
cause i wouldnt tell yu i did
if i honestly didnt
i cry when im anqry
or when thinqs arent qoinq riqht
dont need a babysitter to hold my hand at niqht
i smile when im happy or when i dont want people to see
whats actually really qoinq on with me
i dont need parents i already have them
i just need a person
an actual friend
someone who in the end
I understand
someone whos willing
someone whos different
you dont one day just realize
something thats always been there
its yes or no
you know or you dont
i dont need someone who cant make up their mind
thats just bullshit and a waste of my time
i dont need any of that and thats why i know
that the person i need
is not you