its always easier to fall apart

i struggle to hold back tears
fighting to come out
breakinq everythinq i tried to keep inside
memories of when
you jumped off that tree trying to fly
you thought you were a bird
memories of when
you crashed your car into a lampost
trying to make a u-turn
so you could come bakq to me
so you could say sorry
memories of when you first kissed me
and how surreal it felt
the summer air making it
sweet and sticky
memories of when you laughed
at my silly little jokes
that werent at all funny
but the memory that i cant
seem to forget is the one
where you walked out of the door
with a pained look on your face
barely whispering telling me
how we couldnt be toqether anymore
you always made me feel like
i was the most importent person in the world
but now i just want to hide in the corners of it
where no one could find me realizinq
alone in the darkness
its just easier to fall apart